Saudade
I miss the bustle of the kitchen.
Dinners that
would soften even the hardest of days,
The heightened
hiss of a fat cod hitting the frying-pan,
The oil spitting
and popping as the skin browned and crisped,
On the table,
cured meats, waxy cheeses and sweet bread,
Inviting a
togetherness that was our own.
I miss the
quiet of my room.
Each night, I
could shut the door on the world,
And hold a space
that was my own,
The bed laden
with thick sheets that smelt like home.
The pillow that
carried my dreams,
The night’s
breeze that slipped through the slats of my wooden shutters.
I miss the
colour of the garden,
Thick velvet
petals that reached up to the sun unknowingly,
Spread wide
open, they welcomed the light,
The pinks,
purples and reds, bleached and banished,
As the heat rose,
the grass yellowed and dried,
Replaced by a
desert, scorched with memories.
I miss the
village square,
The faint
pitter patter of the fountain,
Saturday
markets, Sunday bells,
Late into the
night,
The chit chat
and kinship of the people,
Plentiful cups
of wine poured and shared.
I miss the
summers when the heat was humane,
Now, the smell
of burnt rosemary and thyme fills the air,
Like incense memorialising
a life lived by many.
Noone could
stop the war that was waged,
The fury of the
fires that razed each home,
We had our
chance, we made our choice,
Until finally,
all we could do was run.
I miss the time
when we had a chance to change direction.
We fled the
fire, but we cannot escape the Earth.
Entombed in our
own ignorance,
We sear lives
and homes,
While making
desperate attempts to undo
What can’t be
undone.
I miss the land
when it wasn’t stained.
As blazes
blacken, and blood runs,
The fires rage
on,
The carcass of
each home,
Torched of
their memories,
Saudade,
saudade.
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